Recalling back the first day I arrived in Germany, my thought was a mixture of excitement, curiousity and fear...
Knowing that I am going to start a new life here... knowing that it will be a worthful experience that I am going to go through.... after 4 years of long-distance relationship with my dear, finally we could spend more time together now...EXCITING
Although I had been here to visit my dear two years ago in Germany during my semester break, it is different this time as I am preparing to start my postgraduate study in a country that is so 'abnormal' and definitely not the first choice for most Malaysian students to further their studies. I have to first learn the languange and get used to the German culture. Can I afterall accept all these changes that are going to happen around me? CURIOUS
Have been working for two years after my study in Malaysia. Although stressful but still enjoyed every moment and greatful to all my ex-colleagues and friends who have helped me along the way. I always think that I am a workoholic and don't know really if I could break off from my working life to pursue my study. Learning a new language in this stage of life is definitely a challenge to me, how if I messed it up? Have had so many problems when applying for a visa in the last months...nearly gave up, it delayed my plan and my German course has started four weeks ago and I know I am way behind. Can I catch up? FEAR
Now, one and a half month has passed, to be exact 48 days. I am glad to be able to spend more time with my dear. I like the comforting cool weather and the fresh air I get to breath here. My German teachers are so kind to help me to catch up and I got to make some new friends from all around the world...Philipine, Vietnam, Poland, Turkey, Arabic countries etc. Guess what? I just completed my first semester today! I am so glad and already looking forward to the next semester which is going to start in a week! Everything has gone smoothly and I am settling down. I am so thankful to my dear who has supported me and encouraging me every moment. Nevertheless, I still miss my family and all my friends back home in Malaysia. I wish all of you ALL THE BEST and thank you for being such truthful friends. I will share my life here with you and hope that we can keep in touch this way. MISS YOU ALL :)